[ Joshua was right. He hadn't let anything come between them, even--even when it had probably hurt him. The idea that Neku had made him bear it all, all his stupid mistakes, filled him with guilt. But the fact that he had stuck around despite it ...
Maybe Neku could make it up to him. Right now. ]
"Okay."
[ The word was perhaps too quiet to make out. Neku met eyes with him again, this time with resolve. ]
"You've done this before, right? Or ..."
[ Neku would feel like shit if he were wasting Joshua's first time like this. He could do better; gentler. The way anyone deserved. ]
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Maybe Neku could make it up to him. Right now. ]
"Okay."
[ The word was perhaps too quiet to make out. Neku met eyes with him again, this time with resolve. ]
"You've done this before, right? Or ..."
[ Neku would feel like shit if he were wasting Joshua's first time like this. He could do better; gentler. The way anyone deserved. ]