His breath catches; yes, his ear is a sensitive spot, but he doesn't need Joshua knowing-- ]
"I'm not shy. I just ... don't want to fuck this up."
[ Because Joshua matters more to him than anything, okay!! Whether he likes it or not. Hurting Joshua of all people ... well. That was the worst he could do, right? Because getting through to Josh even in a good way was a feat. What kind of monster would he be to damage him? ]
"... so just ... let me know if this is--too much ..."
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His breath catches; yes, his ear is a sensitive spot, but he doesn't need Joshua knowing-- ]
"I'm not shy. I just ... don't want to fuck this up."
[ Because Joshua matters more to him than anything, okay!! Whether he likes it or not. Hurting Joshua of all people ... well. That was the worst he could do, right? Because getting through to Josh even in a good way was a feat. What kind of monster would he be to damage him? ]
"... so just ... let me know if this is--too much ..."