[ Neku closes his eyes, exhaling a slow, steadying breath. That mouth teasing his ear feels so good it's not fair. Everything about his feelings for Joshua is unfair. And, somehow, Joshua already knows what buttons of his to push. Of fucking course he does.
He meets that catty stare of Joshua's again, and he nearly stops breathing altogether. Joshua was the only person he knew that remained flawless no matter how close you got to him. He had noticed it that week of the Game, even; how the sweat and grime of combat had never seemed to touch him. He couldn't have always been this perfect ... right?
Neku had no more reason (excuse) to hold back. They were both grown ass adults with experience and clear consent. This shouldn't be more impactful than any other stupid hookup of his.
it shouldn't be, but it was.
He swallowed down trepidation, and then caved. He found himself pushing his partner's shirt up and pressing hard kisses down his stomach, like he had always wanted to but never let himself. He held the small of Joshua's back in his palm, anchoring his torso in place against his mouth, and he loved and hated the way it fit his touch so perfectly.
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[ Neku closes his eyes, exhaling a slow, steadying breath. That mouth teasing his ear feels so good it's not fair. Everything about his feelings for Joshua is unfair. And, somehow, Joshua already knows what buttons of his to push. Of fucking course he does.
He meets that catty stare of Joshua's again, and he nearly stops breathing altogether. Joshua was the only person he knew that remained flawless no matter how close you got to him. He had noticed it that week of the Game, even; how the sweat and grime of combat had never seemed to touch him. He couldn't have always been this perfect ... right?
Neku had no more reason (excuse) to hold back. They were both grown ass adults with experience and clear consent. This shouldn't be more impactful than any other stupid hookup of his.
it shouldn't be, but it was.
He swallowed down trepidation, and then caved. He found himself pushing his partner's shirt up and pressing hard kisses down his stomach, like he had always wanted to but never let himself. He held the small of Joshua's back in his palm, anchoring his torso in place against his mouth, and he loved and hated the way it fit his touch so perfectly.
No one else had ever felt so natural to hold. ]