[ Under less intimate circumstances, Neku would have snorted and rolled his eyes. Okay, asshole, see if I care now. Instead, he was searching that masterful pokerface Joshua wore all the time. Even right now. But he knew all about deflection, and it wasn't hard to spot.
Neku should really back away. He should really stop making these shitty, impulsive choices that bite him in the ass later. Getting cozy with Joshua was a worse decision than sleeping with a best friend of a best friend or getting invested in a straight guy. It's the worst thing he could do to himself right now, and tragically it was the thing he wanted to do the most. ]
"'A long time ago' doesn't make it any less fucked."
[ He already knew how soft Joshua's skin felt--from that regrettable tango during the Game that he tried to never ever think about. Now, brushing his thumb across the man's cheek, there was nothing else on his mind.
fuck.
Neku wasn't timid when suddenly he leaned in and pressed their mouths together. Why should he be? He had zero doubt that Joshua would be on board. That Joshua wouldn't want a shy peck on the lips over Neku's hand sliding into his hair, the way it did now, and his full, open-mouthed kisses. ]
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Neku should really back away. He should really stop making these shitty, impulsive choices that bite him in the ass later. Getting cozy with Joshua was a worse decision than sleeping with a best friend of a best friend or getting invested in a straight guy. It's the worst thing he could do to himself right now, and tragically it was the thing he wanted to do the most. ]
"'A long time ago' doesn't make it any less fucked."
[ He already knew how soft Joshua's skin felt--from that regrettable tango during the Game that he tried to never ever think about. Now, brushing his thumb across the man's cheek, there was nothing else on his mind.
fuck.
Neku wasn't timid when suddenly he leaned in and pressed their mouths together. Why should he be? He had zero doubt that Joshua would be on board. That Joshua wouldn't want a shy peck on the lips over Neku's hand sliding into his hair, the way it did now, and his full, open-mouthed kisses. ]